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I’ve got my little black dress on
Tonight’s my night
Accessories intact, I’m aglow
I’m waiting on you, selfless me
While you were busy scoring your blow

You start yelling nasty words
And your self-loathing is apparent
Just allow me one more sip
Magically, I’m better equipped
To put up with your madness

There’s nothing like being called
A cunt on your birthday
Martinis and misogynistic remarks
What a fabulous way to celebrate
But let’s talk about your anger issues, baby
‘Cause after all, it’s about you today

Unwavering dedication is equal to
Your unjustified bullshit
All because you didn’t get your way
Sorry, darling, the spotlight missed you
But now it’s back, and you’re center stage

You start yelling nasty words
And your self-loathing is apparent
Just allow me one more sip
Magically, I’m better equipped
To put up with your madness

There’s nothing like being called
A cunt on your birthday
Martinis and misogynistic remarks
What a fabulous way to celebrate
But let’s talk about your anger issues, baby
‘Cause after all, it’s about you today

I’m kicking and you’re screaming
On sidewalks of Bleecker
And if the street is any indication
Of our future
We’re finished.

Somehow you’re feeling better
My tears must be your cure
Too bad flowers aren’t mine
And when I see you crawling on those knees
Sadness and anger flee, and I’m perfectly fine.

There’s nothing like being called
A cunt on your birthday
Martinis and misogynistic remarks
What a fabulous way to celebrate
But let’s talk about your anger issues, baby
‘Cause after all, it’s about you today

try, try again.

I wish I knew why I felt sad. I feel like the things you did to me, that they’re public knowledge. It’s as if everyone knows what I endured and so they push me to that point because I have a high threshold for pain. And because I don’t give up easily. Or something equally sadistic. And I feel like all of these things are being used against me. To break me. Somehow, I still am hopeful. But every now and then, I have these expectations that get shot down, and with the intention of being fair, they aren’t huge expectations. It’s just that I feel as if I never receive back the effort that I have put into something. But I don’t stop giving or trying. Maybe I should.

identity crisis

Grey,grey skies
tell the biggest lies
a lost girl wants to know
if taking the high road
makes her elite
like you.

seasons

the longer the sun is here
the longer you'll stay
i'm as patient as a burning building
when it comes to you
your temperature is temperamental
you're content with that unfinished project
i like to call yourself
i'll always bet on the seasons
but never you.

black/white

color my heart grey
it knows neither right nor wrong
it's just willing.

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Science: Heroin Cures Heroin Addiction
By Hamilton Nolan, 12:08 PM on Thu Aug 20 2009, 12,835 views

Scientists who were definitely All Fucked Up have found the long-sought treatment that soothes troubled heroin addicts: Heroin.

The scientists found that heroin addicts who were given free heroin, in a clinic, "did better" than addicts given methadone. What the fuck does "did better" mean, in a scientific sense? The LAT reports:

After one year, 88% of those in the [free heroin] group were still in treatment, compared with 54% in the methadone group.

"In treatment" they get free heroin!

They were also more likely to curb their illegal behavior – including use of illicit drugs – by a margin of 67% to 48%.

Except for the free heroin!



Promising, huh?