Miss, why do you swallow those pills?
Well, because I enjoy the letting go
The rush of feeling faint
It’s euphoria, the nothingness
Miss, you say you enjoy pain, why’s that?
I like that I’m forced to feel something
I can’t fake it’s existence
It burns and I smile sweetly
Miss, do you ever lie?
I lie all the time
But is it really a lie
If you, yourself, believe it?
And is it a lie if it hurts no one?
I lie to make myself more beautiful
On the outside
Is that a crime?
Miss, would you say have issues with men?
Daddy issues? Sure
I never knew the man that helped create me
And maybe I'll never know all the men I'm with
Miss, do you ever drink to alter your mood?
I drink when I’m happy
I drink when I’m sad
Does that satisfy your question?
You call it abuse
I call it my comfort zone
I never wanted to face the silence
But here I am.
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this is the one i commented before. i love your honesty
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